Its getting real

The universe attempting to get me to relax.... 

Everyday is a reminder that this sale and sale and move is going to happen and coming closer! Yesterday the future owners of my current property came in to take some measurements for some projects they are going to do before their move in. So one last time the dogs and I headed out and drove to Big Lots for more plastic storage totes. Boxes will do fine for some stuff but clothes, my fabric etc I'd rather not have critters attempting to move in and get cozy seeing as though I really don't know the time line of my future home since in my attempt to NOT stress myself further I am waiting to get quotes on excavating the site, cement, and framing until I have crossed a few bridges here.  

Hoping to close on the same day January 15th, will the weather be okay to move my camper? Will the current owners of my new property have the driveway cleared well enough to get the camper down in front of the garage, will I be able to get Freds to attach a big propane tank to the camper so I don't have to keep filling 20lb tanks, can I get an electrician to hook up a dedicated outlet outside for my camper so I don't have to worry about blowing fuses. Hoping to have some folks help to load the u haul on the 14th and unload it on the 15th.  Do I send out a party invite? *insert heart/smilie face here.  Whats the weather going to be like, praying it won't be freezing, when Anders and I moved here we were blessed with a "feb thaw" in January, can I hope for that again?

Yea so sleep well some nights better than others, since that isn't even my entire list...plus the fact Anders chair sits in front of my empty. 

Now don't get me wrong I am excited about the move ONCE I GET THERE!  Sorry I shouted..:) But I so am, getting up everyday to the quiet of the woods, getting a fire started in the cabin, carrying for my animals, walking along a road with such beautiful views of the mountains. On nice days having a campfire in my front yard , taking walks with friends, and yes even getting those phone calls made for quotes on the stages of my future home and planning Anders going away party.  ( I still don't know what to call it but I kinda like going away party, he didn't want a funeral or a celebration of life I think mainly because he hated seeing people sad, so in a way I am kinda liking the fact that the party will happen in spring when the pain of his loss isn't quite so biting. ) Still deciding where to have it, as I think my daughter is right having on my new property isn't really feasible since there is no where to park. Those details can be worked out later though.

This page is definitely  showing you how my brain is working too many things to think about. Meanwhile I am packing a little at a time since I have a month left here so I don't want to pack up everything but once the appraisal is done I'll move everything to the main floor at least.

Oh the kitties are in for a surprise!